Sleepless

Forgot to install chinese character in this new laptop, so have to write this blog in english, unfortunately my english standard very low.

Last night i was dreaming of her again. This time we back to the JSHS took an exam together. One thing quite not logic was i saw her driving her car after finished the exam. After that i woke up from dream. I'm not sure it was due to sore throat badly or what, i can't sleep back. That time was only 4 something during midnight.

Later i plan to see the doctor again, would like to suggest the doctor write a refer letter for me to seek for specialist. As for today status, i can feel that my sore throat is worst than yesterday and it is very very painful. I need a stronger antibiotik to cure it.

唉！！

早上醒来喉咙还是没有好转，反而觉得比昨天更痛。刚才就即刻请教我的医生朋友，最终结论还是多观察一天，如果还是没有好转，就需要更强的抗生素了。或许明天就叫in-house clinic 写一封信去看专科。 今天就尽我所能展开我的灌水大计，务必要降低我的热气。

今天家里煮了nasi lemak， 很可惜我不能吃，闻了它的香味真的很想吃。唉！为什么这样折磨我？眼看美味的食物摆在我眼前却不能食用，真是一件憾事。希望明天早上醒来已不再痛了。

有话就说

唉！喉咙痛了两星期，总共看了两次 in-house clinic、一次 Klinik Joe Fernandez， 可是还未见效。好转两天但是痛三天，反反复复的，不知还要痛到几时。以前都未曾出现这种现象，大多数痛一、两天，吃药过后就能好转了。很可能是人老了，机器坏了，抵抗力也便得弱了。我已经尽量喝很多水了，看来等下要再泡凉茶喝了。希望只是热气而已，可是又没发烧。

前几天梦见了她，很久没梦见她了，觉得有种奇妙的感觉。不过我曾经答应过自己不再打扰她了，把对她的爱藏在心中，只要知道她过得开开心心的也就够了，况且勉强是没有幸福的，我也希望她幸福快乐的生活。

今天有位同事会去检查看是否适合做eyes lasik， 希望她能顺利过关，如无意外如果这次检查成功，那么下星期就可动手术了。或许今天她一次过动手术，下星期一就有一个全新的她出现在我眼前。之前已经有两位女同事动过这手术，都非常的成功。爱美是人的本性，可是我觉得她不会是这个原因而去弄，因为她已经是位大美人。或许她已经厌烦戴眼镜和隐形眼镜。手术费可不便宜，听她说有两种，一种是三千八百元，另一种是五千三百元，可能越贵风险越低，她会选择贵的。不管怎样，下星期就跟她八一八。哈哈。。。

Slumdog Millionaire

I was wacthing this movie at home last night. I personally feel that this is really a nice movie. Strongly recommend people to watch it. Nice! Nice!


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"Slumdog Millionaire" is the story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?"

But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions.

Intrigued by Jamal's story, the jaded Police Inspector begins to wonder what a young man with no apparent desire for riches is really doing on this game show?

When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out...

Footprints In The Sand

A meaningful song. I would like to dedicate this song to "someone".

歌手:Leona Lewis
曲名：Footprints In The Sand

- MUSIC -
You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I’m going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much I no along the way
Then I heard you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I’ve lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That’s when I heard you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
When I’m weary
Well I no you’ll be there
And I can feel you
When you say
I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
with sadness and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
oooooo mmmmmmmm
When your heart is full of
sadness and despair
I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
in the sand
oooooo mmmmmmmm

合久必婚

歌手:陈苑淇 李克勤

我大概未算学懂保护别人
才无名无份以致我们拖拉至今
令你未放心全程做我一世情人
仿佛还未够相衬
大家忙 多么漂亮理由
爱不够 只不过是借口
凭我爱你
这么久
亦没信心走出教堂 没理由
为何未够好 请听我预告(你对过谁好 怎么知道)
就算跟你未游尽花都
可给你的都会做到
并未求什么 唯一志愿想你安好
谁能及我好 我也想知道(你有你原因 怎么知道)
就算这相貌从未讨好
总可当跟椅垫共老
任地厚天高
回家也都想得到拥抱
除非这感情你不希罕太易得到
我愿意 向前行
再绝望 亦不相信 未结婚便要分
每一步都离结局更近
大家忙 多么漂亮理由
爱不够 只不过是借口
凭我爱你
这么久
亦没信心走出教堂 没理由
为何未够好 请听我预告(你对过谁好 怎么知道)
就算跟你未游尽花都
可给你的都会做到
并未求什么 唯一志愿想你安好
为何未结婚 我也想知道(你有你原因 怎么知道)
就算这相貌从未讨好
总可当跟椅垫共老
任地厚天高
回家也都想得到拥抱
除非这感情你不希罕太易得到
明日若然你要我抱一抱
明日若无法没遇见更好
我答应最早来到

圆满结束

我的project终于圆满结束了， 暂时可以松一松口气几天。不知为何最近的运气总是那么差，竟然在project的dateline前一天发现了一个issue。还好已经及时解决了，整组的生死都在我的手中，老板又不停的给我施加压力，希望我的判断力是正确的。

暴风雨过后到底会是晴天吗？应该很难吧。下星期开始，我会加入了一个新的team ，宝石组。组员人才济济，个个都是精英中的精英，顿时觉得很害怕，不知能否在这一组生存吗？

最近尽量摆脱宅男的风格，前个星期join 了BBQ party ，昨天又和同事们爬升旗山。一行二十人用了差不多三小时，终于攀上了顶端。虽然很累，但是也蛮有满足感的。下到了山脚时已经差不多下午两点了，过后去吃了驰名的laksa以及享受了冰冻的cendol ，简直是太完美了。

今天决定要呆在家休息，已经有几个星期没有好好休息了。刚刚在家享受了红豆冰，真是爽死了。希望今天能够得到充分的休息，明天开始又要拼搏了，休息是为了要走更长远的路。