未知数

最近根本没有心情写部落格，忽然间觉得很累，感觉上好像有做不完的工作，只是一直埋头苦干。一波未平，一波又起， 搞定完这几个 issues 过后，就是时候说拜拜！经过了四年半过后，就要跟我的teammates 离别了，真的很舍不得我的team 和我的老板。接下来的命运会是如何真是个未知数，希望我能接受更高的挑战，继续生存下去。

恭喜

最简短的部落格，只想说声恭喜考到好成绩。现在的我很想睡觉，但是现在却在公司里。 希望吃了panadol 过后，会舒缓头痛，别让我的头脑迟钝了。刚才唯一清醒的时刻就在差点撞车的时候。哈哈，现在又打回原形。

Quote of the Day

received a forwarded mail, quite true for the quote :p

"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. if you give her a house, she'll give you a home. if you giver her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you giver her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit." Haha..

窝可

戏如人生，人生如戏。 从电视剧集里看到了自己。 就像窝可说的一样，种瓜得瓜，种豆要得豆，不过种出来的是瓜不像瓜，豆不像豆也无所谓，最重要是付出之后有回报。我是那种只问耕耘不问收获 ，就算将来饿死也无怨无悔的浪漫农夫。你想知道什么是浪漫农夫吗？浪漫农夫就是那些一直以为不断对对方好，肯为对方付出，这就叫爱情的人。 但其实对方一直不拒绝你，不离开你只不过是她不好意思开口跟你说“先生，你只不过是一直逼我要你的东西”，而我最厚颜的地方就是我知道由始至终都没我的份儿，但我还是要沾沾自喜，以为终有一天我会感动到她，以为这样子就可以过下半生。其实我跟其他人一样，我一边谈情一边在计算，不过我只是把减数 当作是加数般计算。明明是给我零分，我就当自己是拿了一百分，所以我每天都很开心，每天都很浪漫。不过一切都不重要了。窝可、窝可，想起了就好笑。

见仁见智

或许每个人的看法都不同，有些人会一直觉得自己永远是对的，一点都不过份。其实我也和女同事分享了我的经历，还是觉得女人的看法或许会跟男人会有分别。我还问她到底我的做法是否幼稚呢？幸好她给了我正面的答案。 想不到从她口中竟然骂出了一句“xiao zha boh ”。

我也不想管那么多了，一切就让它随风而逝。虽然在我眼里我会觉得有些人这样做很过份，可是有些人或许会觉得这很普通而且自己并没有错。我也不想去辩驳，既然人家不懂得珍惜你，我们就要更爱惜自己。除掉了这个烦恼未必不是一件好事，要烦就烦工作上的事吧。我还是适合本地的月亮，又圆又亮。简单就好，平凡是福。

忙

这个星期只能用一个字来形容，那就是“忙”。 从新年假期后的开工到现在都一直在忙着。每天回到家都是十点多过后。星期三和四都是十二点多才回到家，昨晚竟然半夜四点才到家。星期三还情有可原，去了同事的家gathering ， 搏杀了一番舒解了我短暂的压力。星期四也有另一位同事的open house ，而且我还答应会出席。可是我竟然忙着工作，不懂被他们 called 了三四次，我才放下工作，到她的家时，都已经是晚上十一点了，真是很对不起她，还骗了一个红包回来 :p

今天下午和一位保险经纪有appointment 吃午餐，虽然已经告诉她，我想取消appointment因为昨晚做工到很迟，可是她还是不放弃，竟然把午餐推迟到三点。唉，结果才两小时多就被骗了我三千元的保单 sob sob.. 没有办法，毕竟她是我哥哥的朋友，虽然拒绝了她很多次，可是这次只好欣然接受了。看来需要重新做过我的budget planning。

今天过得真快，还未真正休息就已经晚上了。我的issue 还未解决，看来下星期又要捱了。

The guy who love you

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason
why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes,
you are the only one

The guy who love you, actually always make you
mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did
he done, as everything he done, is for your own
good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in
his heart, you are the best, only he know it,

The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if
you din't reply his message but others, because
he cares.

The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in
front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are
touching his heart , the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you , will remember every word
you said , even its accidentally and he will use the
word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you, will not give any promise
that easily, because they don't want to break the
promise, they want you to believe him and they
want to give you the happiest and safest life ever
after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think
too much, because they already plan it for you, he
want to give you the best life in the future, he want
to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it.

The guy who love you, maybe can't remember
speciall occasion like somekind of anniversary,
but , he do know that, every second he live, he's
loving you, no matter what day is today

The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that
easily, because everything he done for you is
showing that he love you already, but only he will
tell the word at the special situation, because he
dun wan you to misunderstand, he want you to know
that he love you.


The guy who really love you, will feel that,
sometimes, something hav to tell for only once,
because he thought that you might already
understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that
there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch
you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you
darling like what you expect. But he will carry your
ludgage and ask you " why are you becoming that
thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who love you, will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished, he will
said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier .
with smile.

The guy who love you, don't know that whether
he should call you when you are angry, but he will
send a message to you after few hours, if you ask
him why he call that late, he will said, when you
are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But
when you calm down, my explanation will only
really works.

The guy who love you, always call you little girl,
but everytime he want to make a big dicision, he
will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy
bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him
at his bed.

The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will
apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one
who's wrong, and later, he will send a message to
you with " baby, actually you know its your fault,
you know it urself "

The guy who love you, while really miss you, he
will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you
stupidly under your apartment. But he never
knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn't
matter, because in his heart, that's roses.

The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words,
but you know, his kisses already transfer his all
passion to you.

The guy who love you, will not always understand
you, or never will know when you gets angry, but he
is actually trying his best to understand.

The guy who love you, will buy you something you least
expected on your birthday, but he actually had plan
that gift, months before your birthday~